One Wing, One Eye, Chapter 4: Unwelcome Participants

“What the fuck is this?” Marko snapped, lifting his hood as he scuttled into Brill’s backroom infirmary.  He started as the Homunculus turned to face him.

“It may be more efficient,” the Homunculus said to Brill in its unnaturally even, unnervingly human tone, “if you were to gather all of the appropriate audience prior to further discussion.  It will save time on repeated explanations.”

Brill shook their head, beckoning Marko closer and stepping past him to draw the curtain that divided the infirmary from the rest of their shop.

“Now was that sarcasm?” they asked.  The Homunculus looked back to them, moving only its head and neck.  While seated, the construct remained almost perfectly still, save for the limited gestures it used to facilitate its stilted communication.

“Monk’s great at sarcasm,” Naples added.  “Gave us some real zingers on the way here.”

“Fucking wh–”

“Your name is ‘Monk’, then?” Brill asked, cutting off Marko’s outburst.

“I was designated the title ‘Homunculus’,” the construct replied.  “You may call me whatever you find serviceable.  This one has elected the moniker ‘Monk’.”

“Quick-witted as ever, Mr. Naples.”

“Isn’t this the guy you threw out of here two weeks ago?” Marko interjected.

“I did, yes,” Brill sighed.  “But when he arrived with my erstwhile charges, themselves safe from what al’Ver concurs as a harrowing journey to the Reach, I thought it perhaps worth our time to entertain some discussion as to how this discovery relates to the Crossroads.  As to why I sent for you, Marko, I trust you can see what is in plain sight?”

“Quit with the fuckin’ riddles and get to the fuckin’…” Marko trailed off as he scanned the room, his eyes focusing on the parting of Monk’s cloak.  “Motherfucker.  That’s the Keystone, ain’t it?”

“Indeed,” Monk confirmed.

“Ah…” Marko exhaled, somehow giving the impression of smiling and scowling at the same time.  “I don’t suppose you also brought Ehsam back with you, Naple man?”

“It’s, um, it’s Naples, thank you.  And no.  Ty Ehsam is–”

“Skulking about somewhere but not dumb enough to show his face, got it.”

Naples frowned momentarily before he realized the expression only served to confirm Marko’s cold read.

“Calm, Mr. Naples,” Brill said, noting the shape curled on the bed in the back of the infirmary, stirring.  “We are not in a position to turn Mr. Ehsam over to the Blaze at present, as much as we all would like to be rid of that threat.  And I imagine Commander Atra might try to sabotage such an exchange, from what Bleeding Wolf has told us of her goals.”

“So…?” Naples prodded.

“So it’s still best he’s in hiding,” Marko said.  “Us knowin’ about him’s the least of your concerns.  That still don’t answer my first question–” he gestured at Monk, “–the fuck are you?”

“Please explain again…Monk,” Brill added.  “The only person left who ought to hear is Bleeding Wolf, and I cannot say when he will be joining us.”

As Monk recounted its purpose–its scenario, the Alchemist’s plan to avert some prophesied end of the world–Brill idly wondered how credulous they ought to be at it all.  Though popular legend made Excelsis out to be a sort of magical genius–and Monk’s presence in their shop was perhaps even proof of that–they one thing they had never heard of magic having any success with was prophecy.  The histories they had read were dotted with accounts of charlatans who attempted to parlay spurious–though difficult to disprove–half-predictions into political influence.  But these histories all culminated in situations where those regimes with supposed access to magical foresight found ruin by pointedly unforeseen circumstances.

The Bloodfish’s rise completely obliterated the Highlord’s unsuspecting hegemony.  All the Sun Priests of Khet could not, apparently, predict the ascendancy of the Dead Queen.  And even the vaunted prophecy said to have fueled the reign of the Iron Queen of Spar–the sourceless and vaguely-worded “magic will destroy the world”–seemed, in the scope of history, to be little more than post-hoc justification for the Right-Hand Diarch’s consolidation of power.

And putting the conceptual issues with prophecy aside , the particulars of this one invited skepticism.  The Night Sky?  The Old Gods?  They weren’t real.  Sure, there was historical evidence of their worship, but people might worship any old thing.  The forces of Harmony believed Matze Matsua was an incarnation of some godlike spirit, but he died like any other man when he was gored by a roach.  Before the War, the followers of Le Marquains reportedly worshipped bulimia.  Hell, Bleeding Wolf still counted himself part of a cult that worshipped the color green!

The shape on the bed had sat upright, and Brill caught Devlin’s face, shaded by the boy’s tattered hood, staring, lidded with exhaustion but nonetheless fascinated by the construct’s locutions.

“And thus it is of paramount importance that the site of the Night Sky’s awakening be located expediently,” Monk concluded.  “It was Captain al’Ver’s belief that we might investigate that question here.  And Brill recommended we consult you, as you have expertise in creations such as myself.”

Brill nodded in agreement.

“What do you make of it, Marko?” they asked.  Marko shrugged, grimacing.

“What do I make of it?  I don’t sell abominations anymore,” he spat.  “Though…I’ve a few clients who–”

“Abomination?!” Naples exclaimed.

“Technical term,” Marko replied, distractedly calculating what Brill could only assume was a sales offer on their guest.  “Any artifact that seems to be alive.  Messy fuckin’ business, but–”

“Regardless, Monk is not for sale!”

“Indeed, Marko,” Brill interjected.  “My query for you was not regarding commerce.”

“Well then what the fuck was it regarding?  I don’t know shit about the Keystone–and I woulda bet you no one’s interest in it was more’n speculative in the first place.  And if you want my opinion on the end of the world story, it’s horseshit.  If the tinker toy here ain’t a commercial opportunity, I can’t fuckin’ fathom why you want my opinion.”

Brill glanced at Monk, but if the construct was alarmed or offended at Marko’s outburst, it did not show it.

“I was hoping, my friend, that you might consider this development from a different angle.”

“Talk straight or I’m leavin’,” Marko growled.  Brill sighed.

“Self-preservation, Marko,” they said.

“Eh?”

“The Blaze’s momentum toward us is being used to justify meddling in your business that you don’t much appreciate, yes?”

Marko held their gaze for a moment before nodding slowly.

“An’ you think that whatever prophetic interaction this thing has prepped can be used as leverage.”

“I have no idea whether such a thing is feasible, of course,” Brill added.  “But if it is, I would consider you best equipped to determine it.  Ideally before Atra does.”

Brill glanced again at Devlin, still staring from afar, half his face concealed by his hood.  The boy seemed different since his return, they realized.  He was still quite ill, of course, but beneath his labored breathing and evident weakness, a sort of grim determination had overcome his catatonia.  Brill could not imagine Devlin held any stake in the intrigue to which he was listening so intently.  They could only wonder where all that determination was aimed.

“So…who is this ‘Atra’, anyway?” Naples asked.  Before anyone could answer, the creak of Brill’s shop door wheezed from beyond the infirmary curtain, along with the sound of voices.  Brill motioned to Naples, who readily intuited the alarm in the gesture.  He quietly escorted Monk to the corner of the infirmary and draped the construct in a bulky canvas sheet.

“Now you must promise to rest, my dear,” came Lan al’Ver’s voice from the next room, followed by the trudge of approaching footsteps.  “Your journey has been arduous, and it is no weakness to admit it!”

“It seems there was no cause for concern after all, Captain…” Atra’s voice was fainter, trailing off as the door creaked shut again.  Then Orphelia drew the infirmary curtain aside, only to freeze as she beheld the veritable crowd within.

“Mr. Marko…” she said.  It was an almost-gasp, as if she lacked the energy to be properly surprised.  Brill noted with some concern that the aura of mischief she’d had in her brief visit to the shop a few hours ago had given way to a demeanor that seemed practically haunted.

Marko looked from her to Brill.

“Gonna go,” he muttered uncomfortably.  

He slipped past Orphelia and made his way out as Brill approached the girl, wary that she seemed somewhat far from alright.  Like Devlin, she seemed different as well.  Older, they decided.  By several years.  They could have sworn that she was a child when they took her in a few weeks ago, but now she seemed nearly old enough to be married.  That could not have been a lapse in attention, they thought.  There had to be something more…complex affecting the girl.

“What’s wrong, Orphelia?” they asked, setting aside their suspicions for now.  She shook her head, looking up at them vacuously.

“Nothing…” she said.  “You aren’t smiling.  And that’s…good.  Probably.”

***

This wasn’t good, Atra thought, reentering the jail.  She stood over the desk, shuffling parchment absentmindedly.  The girl.  Something was not right about the girl.  She could not tell what, and that by itself was perhaps cause for alarm.

Orphelia was indeed a mage, that was certain.  Bleeding Wolf had said as much–though he had deliberately omitted detail–but it was more than that.  Not a concrete observation, not a characteristic Atra could see, but a feeling: like a paranoid delusion that something was just over her shoulder, just out of sight, but only when she was near Orphelia.  That feeling was magic she had never seen before, and she had seen quite a bit.  

Never mind the shock of it, though.  She had researched the deep lore of the Riverlands extensively, and though the complication Orphelia presented was outside her expertise, it was unlikely to be outside her knowledge entirely.

A different angle, then: The girl had been traveling with al’Ver, “retrieved” from the Chateau de Marquains, as he had relayed to Bleeding Wolf.  This meant the girl had made a journey south…a week’s journey to the Reach, a week’s journey back with al’Ver.  The captain had been gone about two weeks, yes.  But so had the girl, according to a conversation Cirque had overheard from Brill.  Had he…chased her down to the Reach?  That was impossible.  No one could elude al’Ver on a river for a whole week.  His “experience” as a boatman aside, the magical forces involved in that proposition made the certainty of him catching her almost categorical.

Which meant he wasn’t chasing her.  He knew she would be at the Reach.  And if he meant to retrieve a teenage girl from the Chateau de Marquains of all places , she had to imagine his hurry would supersede his preference for conventional travel.

Which meant she wasn’t there in the intervening week.  She was merely going to be there at the end of it.

She had left the stream.

And the Chateau de Marquains…the Saraa Sa’een.  Fucking shit.

It was all Atra could do to keep from punching through a corner of the jailer’s desk.  It wasn’t a certainty, no, but if the girl was a locus of the Gyre, it would dwarf every other cause for concern she and Cirque had yet found.  Marko’s scrying attempts, Brill’s political feints, even al’Ver–an incarnate primal storm, albeit one she was pretty sure she could sidestep–all of these were minor distractions compared to the prospect of being warped into the circular story, the Smiling Lie and the Promised Vengeance.  Al’Ver could be convinced to stay out of things.  The Gyre, though, existed almost exclusively to meddle.

Her ears perked up at the telltale sound of skittering in the jail hallway.  Odd.  Cirque was early tonight.  She looked over her shoulder to see him stalk into the room, frustration more apparent than usual on his face.

“Weird stuff going on at the apothecary,” he said.  His tone was quiet but still cuttingly clear.  “Al’Ver came back with a talking construct that’s trying to find the ‘place where the Night Sky will awaken’.  Marko’s trying to use it to keep the mayor away from his toys, and it gets worse.”

“We might be in the Gyre right now,” Atra replied grimly.  Cirque stared at her, his frustration visibly giving way to worry as he slouched back against the wall.

“No shit.”  He paused.  “You sure?  You see the old man or something?”

“No.  Not yet.  But I’m fairly certain there’s a locus in this town.”

“So we might not be in it yet?”

“Right,” she said.  “But I’m not sure we have the luxury of keeping to the background right now.  An’ I hate to run.”  Cirque snarled at nothing in particular.

“Worthless town,” he muttered.  “Rotten scheme.  Can the Gyre be counteracted magically?”

“Hard to say.  Only information we’ve got is that’s ensnared many a powerful mage.  Catherine of Greypass was said to be one of the greatest Blood Knights of Kol.  Jin Gaenyan was supposedly formidable enough to have the Barabadoon on ‘is tail even before he became a monster.  An’ Feathermen records suggest even the bloody Masked Alpha got pulled in before the War.  But there’s ambiguity.”

“Ambiguity?”

“Did they get pulled in?  Or did they enter of their own accord?”

Cirque scowled.

“That’s a greedy fucking question.”

“‘Tis.  But we may never get a chance like this again.  The whole damn horizon’s dyin’, an’ a barren waste just won’t burn.  No fire for me, no feast for ye.”

“I hate this argument.”

“Come now.  Isn’t it exciting there’s a player in this game that might best us?”

“Two,” Cirque spat.  Atra raised an eyebrow.

“Pardon?”

“Two players.  The boy al’Ver brought to town–”

“Not the girl?”

No, not the girl.  The fucking boy.  He reeks of feathers.”

“…feathers?”

“Feathers, you arrogant musclehead.  Like the Feathermen and the Sadist.  Like Ka’s palace.  Like her.”

Dreamfish

Another flash-story in the same setting as The Praetor “From Thazan”.

You’ve never seen a dreamfish.  You think you can say whether they exist or not?  Shut your idiot mouth.  You can barely feel the mana you’re huffin’ on a good day–doubt you’ll even comprehend what the dreamfish are swimmin’ in.  Yeah. You gotta comprehend before you can see it–it’s backwards that way.

What?  Ain’t satisfied?  Tough shit.  I didn’t tell you that to convince you it was true.  I told you because it is true, and I hoped you’d hear it and then go the fuck away.  This is a sizeable establishment.  Go find some other corner to infest. 

But. 

You’re still here.  You’ll have to pardon me–it’s difficult to tell the difference between curiosity and envy these days, and no, I will not elaborate.  But you haven’t fucked off yet, and I’m thinkin’ you may have a mind to act on this, so fine.  I’ll share more.  Ain’t like it’s gonna hurt me.

So you ever met a Sunsinger?  Like one of those sleazy storyteller types with the “gather round! Gather round!” who’ll sit against the wall like that’un there and slur out some half-baked folklore while picking your pocket for ale?  Or maybe you just know the generic variety?  Whatever–bardic tradition is dying like everything else.  Even the generics are liable to break out the creation story, though.  You know: Night Sky dreams the world and three animals–three Old Gods–wheedle their way into its stewardship.  But then there are other stories–sometimes with the same gods, sometimes new ones.  Like the one where the Night Sky breaks the Fox’s nose.  Were they fighting–as the Diarchians told it–over the campfire he built or over the scarab he mentored in the Khettite myth?  Particularly: Were there Old Gods besides the three?

Short answer’s yes.

Longer answer, well, you get that the Blood God was just a mage, right?  A fucking strong one, yeah, you don’t just jump from drip-drinking mana to leveling cities, but he wasn’t the first one to brush up against the metaphysical.  What?  Does it seem so unbelievable that animals can learn magic?  That the world’s first super-mage was a fucking fox?  Keep your shoes on.  It gets weirder still.

History’s hard, and I’ll spare you the details, but it’s likely the Old God pantheon was way bigger than the old Kolai orthodoxy taught.  All the spirits and “gods” you heard about in the stories, the Scarab, the Moon Lily, the Wendigo: They were all probably rolling with capital G’s.

You…don’t get it?  Fucking godshell, kid.  If you take nothing else from this conversation, you ought to learn to read.

Anyway, obvious assumption: The world’s finite.  Where’d that come from?  Shut the fuck up and pay attention.  The world’s a dream, right, and a dream has a beginning, an end, and boundaries: limits in psychic time and space.  The substance of the world is mana, death, not an especially great outlook, but that ain’t my point.  My point is: What happens at the end of the world?  Is there mana and then, just, nothing?  Don’t give me that “no one’s ever seen the end of the world” crap.  It’s a fucking embarrassment.

Kid, we’re in Piraeus.  If you wanna see the edge of the world, go outside and just look west.  It’d be one thing if no one who sailed over that horizon ever returned, but I challenge you to name one person who ever tried.  You can’t, right?  You think maybe someone has to have had this idea before because it’s so damn obvious, but I’ll let you in on a little secret: Lots of people have sailed west before.  You don’t remember them because they aren’t in the dream anymore.  Oh, they’re dead too–that ain’t ambiguous, but we’re getting to it.

So engrave this in your memory: I’ve gone there.  It don’t look like much, not to your eyes, just open water and clear-ish sky, but if you’re attuned to it, the mana out there is strange.  It’s not nothing, but there’s a gradient, a blurry, gradual frontier where the death loses its structure.  It stops making things, stops enforcing causal relationships.  And it’s hard to perceive, even if you can channel mana, because more than likely it’s taking all the focus you’ve got to keep your mind from unraveling.  Buf if you somehow get that down, all you gotta do to see them is look up.

They’re everywhere out there.  Dreamfish.  These swirling loci of that proto-mana, maybe just eddies in the entropy that laps at the border of the Night Sky’s mind–but they’re stable enough to persist for awhile.  And make no mistake, they’re fucking dangerous.  They’ve got these tentacles dragging from ‘em, and if they touch you, they’ll spiralize your soul, take your essence and slurp it like chowder in a whirlwind.  The fuck is that metaphor?  It’s messy and ugly, just like the process.  Should watch it sometime.

So that’s why you can’t see ‘em.  But that ain’t why you’re asking, is it?  This ain’t about me and my crazy talk.  You’re bothering me because you heard about dreamfish out there, and you heard about dreamfish out there because of Legion.  The Cult’s schism has blown this whole business public, and now crazy Edward’s crazy stories aren’t so crazy anymore.  Fuck you all, it was easier when you thought I was crazy, because now you think I’m important, but you still aren’t going to listen.  You think that the problem is that Legion’ll swarm the Hospitality Quarter again or some other nonsense, because you can’t bear another look into the infinity mirror of the society you chose.  You can’t stand knowing that you’re all the same.

No, the problem is the Cult.  The problem is Glaucus.  The problem is the Old God we found out here at the edge of the world eating dreamfish–the Old God who we couldn’t just leave alone.  The problem is that half this city is high on a kraken’s dandruff and can’t give up the notion that their psychoplasmic degradation must mean something.  You can take it or leave it, but the truth is it ain’t worth shit.  You’ve been offered the Terminal Man’s product by now, yeah?  My advice is you fucking decline.  Only thing down that way is suffering and an eventual cessation of existence.

Oh, what is that sneer?  A tepid fucking thing, like you wanna fight with an “or flight” in parentheses.  Had a taste, have you?  Carry the fuck on, then.  I know where you’ll end up eventually.  It is inevitable.

The Praetor “From Thazan”

A short story I speedwrote as part of a setting document for an upcoming project.This is set in the world of Rale (like Three and Two and Two) but several centuries earlier.Again, a reminder that Promises for a Worse Tomorrow and Three and Two and Two are both heavily discounted on all formats and platforms until the end of January.If you haven’t picked one of them up yet, now is a perfect time!

No one in Piraeus remembered when exactly Halia Eleria–called “the Thazanian” by her detractors–arrived.  It wasn’t so simple as her becoming an irreplaceable fixture of the city, though she seemed on her way to accomplish that.  Rather, just as no one could pinpoint the timeframe of her arrival, everyone was dead sure it wasn’t that long ago.  Everyone could remember a time when she hadn’t been there, though Piraeus’ most introspective folk certainly found it odd that they couldn’t remember any specific event that occurred during that time.

Still, it was damned obvious she wasn’t from around here.

The “Thazanian” thing reportedly came from her own mouth.  Eavesdroppers to a conversation between her and Praetor Cleonar at the Calibratory Festival two years ago–or was it three?–reported a discussion of her childhood in Saltstill.  Thazan, the Khettites used to call it, back when Saltstill was a Khettite city, though Halia didn’t much look like a Khettite, Grayskin or otherwise.  Meanwhile, in a speech to the council last year, she cited her experience managing a famine in her home village to the East, in old Kolai territory.

Ultimately, the most convincing account of Halia’s ancestry arrived by way of a rhetorical question from old Edward the Pirate during one of his drunken rants at the tavern in the Fisherman’s Quarter:

“Does it fucking matter where she’s from?  You have a place in mind that’ll make her trustworthy?”

This argument didn’t satisfy anyone, exactly, but few could argue with him.  Indeed, no one trusted Halia, though the reasons why this should be the case were varied and nebulous.

Her politics hardly raised eyebrows.  By every account, her ministry over the city’s aquaculture and trade, to which she had been appointed over her own objection by Praetor Pierron, had saved thousands of lives last summer during the siege by the forces of the Revián’s self-proclaimed Highlord.  There was a superstitious handful that blamed her for the ensuing plague of ectoplasm that now ravaged the Hospitality Quarter, but these accusers held that the plague was divine punishment for the cowardice the city had shown in refusing to mount a counteroffensive against the Highlord.  Anyone keeping score could point out that Halia had abstained from the Council vote which had sealed the gates that summer–how could she be blamed for a decision she had not supported?

Unseemly though it was, the most pervasive criticism against Halia was for her appearance.  None could accuse her of neglecting formality, but her ubiquitous wardrobe, the impeccable silken tunic, hose, and long gloves, the heavy cloak she wore over them–they were all too pressed, too clean, too white.  And they covered everything from the neck down.  Not even her eyes were visible, as she was in the habit of wearing spectacles with dark-tinted glass, even indoors.  It was uncanny, many thought, and her still, perfect poise gave few if any reminders that what lay beneath all her finery was especially human.

Indeed, there was a vocal minority that claimed she was actually not human.  Some said she was a mermaid, hiding her disfigured fish-body beneath all that silk.  Others speculated that she was some sort of crocodilian face-stealer, that her anatomy was human enough, but her too-still posture and too-sharp teeth betrayed what lurked beneath her pilfered skin.

Few listened to Edward’s observation that what she had “stolen” was capital in nature: Over the course of the wars with the Highlord, more and more of the city’s industries seemed to be pulled under the financial auspices of Halia’s affiliates.  The fishery had become a funnel to a single intermediary buyer, the navy had contracted its supply lines to Halia’s merchant captains, every single stall in the Market Quarter was now owned and rented out by trade companies who could, if placed under the appropriate duress, provide documentation linking their provenance to a certain alleged Thazanian.

The rumors and accusations against Halia never stuck, of course.  Her control was never obvious.  She was no crocodilian.  She never seized what she wanted to hold, never bit what she wanted to consume.  She merely drew close, helpfully reached out, and slowly, nigh-unnoticeably, drank it.

Unresolutions

Happy New Year, everyone!

I know I’ve been pretty quiet for the past few weeks. It was actually quite loud for me, and I got to live out a lifelong dream of floating down the Amazon River, passionately vomiting every single damn thing in my gastrointestinal tract from sundown to sunup. It was perhaps the best vacation I’ve ever taken.

Meanwhile, my recent good fortune in day-job world has left the timelines for my upcoming projects with unfortunately little resolution. Not an auspicious New Year situation, but still, the original plan for $20,000 Under the Sea is more or less on track. The beta-reading/editing process has started, and I’m continuing to target release by the end of 2024. For The One-Winged Lark and the One-Eyed Crow, well, stay tuned. A new chapter should be up shortly.

And of course, one more bit of good news. If you’re new here or were waiting on a chance to read my work, I’ve adjusted ebook prices down to $0.99 for both Three and Two and Two and Promises for a Worse Tomorrow and discounted the Three and Two and Two paperback by 40% until the end of the month (exact amounts subject to platform and country; some platforms may take a minute to update the price, keep an eye on it).

May your upcoming year be resolute. Or at least, you know, nice or something.

The Dreamer’s Rhyme

A rhyme that will likely appear in some form in $20,000 Under the Sea, revealed to me, perhaps ironically, in a dream nearly a decade ago. This is the version that has bubbled up after some 10 revisions. There is a particular, if obscure, lyrical inspiration, though I’m not sure how apparent it is at this point.

On darkest side of darkest Dream
The Dreamer softly sings
He wraps himself in gilded thought
And robes and eyes and wings

One man has seen the Yellow Sign
The other never will
In synthesis they reckon with
The world He means to kill

So watcher if you like the glass
That shatters in the sky
Show me what you’ll trade for it
This hour before you die

Give me the fire in your heart
And the shards of Dream shall be
Smoothed for you, made glassy eyes
Through which, at last, you’ll see